I really think I aced those tests in school today. Math is my worst subject. Fuuuckkk. Gotta love hating math and going into a heavily related field. Sigh. Auf wiedersehn.
I really like him. All caps. Underlined. Italics. Bolded. Yep. That's what I have to say about that. Just. When your crush turns into your boyfriend.... I can't think of many other feelings that are quite so great. I haven't been this happy in some time. And the perfect thunderstorm to end the perfect night. It's only 9:30 in the evening. I need to eat. Eh. Sleep. Goodnight!
Lalalalallaalalllaa. I'm sleepy. I miss you. I miss us. I miss our friendship, not our relationship. I miss our conversations. I miss all of it. Will things ever change? I want our friendship. Please.
I don't know why people around me have been so negative lately and I really just want to punch my face off a wall of something. I don't even know. That didn't make sense. Oh well. I worked hard to become the person I am and I won't let someone's attitude ruin that. I just need to focus on myself right now and keep doing whatever it is I'm doing. My GPA is 96.8. How the eff. I had a 60 on like 2 tests. But I'm not worried about it. I got my shit together and I'm ready to rant on the Internet about it. I'm sorry if you read this. It's nothing special. I'm half satisfied with the set though. -insert ambiguous meaning here-
Summer come sooner. School is awful and it's kinda chilly and I just hate it. I want late nights and bonfires and car rides and fairs and swimming and beaches and kisses and hugs and musk and dusk and stargazing and fireflies and all of the sweet little things you provide.
I like how this turned out actually. I'm not really into the whole pastel and pale thing, but this is pretty sweet.(: I added the balloon because happy 4/20. I'm not going to take part in it, but to each his own. So. Off to bed now. Goodnight.
My boyfriend called me right as I got home and sung happy birthday at the top of his lungs.<3 Ugh. I love him so much. Oops. Did I say that?c; fck distance though. He lives on the other coast. Sigh. Happy birthday to me.